What happened on Tantra festival? Part 3

The fourth day at the festival began with the dance. Praful was mixing some of his music and dance rhythms in the morning. The best way for me to wake up and energize my body is through dance. It grounds me and gives flexibility. I open myself up for the new day. This day was full of incredible workshops. I lost my mind, where did I want to go the most. My mind wanted to practice more of energetic massage but my body was leading me to another path. So I decided to spend my day doing the movie about the festival in our office. That night we had the wildest and craziest party ever. The music was so good and people were turned on. We were dancing like never before. I was amazed how can we have such a fun night without any alcohol. Love was our drug. No wonder this festival is called High on Life. We were so high, that we were flying. At one point the room got so hot and people were longing for water. I brought two large cans of water and started pouring it on people and into their mouths. It was so much fun. We were playing with water, pouring it on each other, getting wet and dancing together. The beautiful thing about tantra is that you don’t get attached to anyone. You can connect, enjoy the company of other and then move on. It reflects the beautiful dance of life.

I met a beautiful girl on the dance floor and told her that she was the most beautiful girl on this festival. I didn’t lie because she really looked like a super model. Her body, face and hair were like from the hottest Hollywood movie. We were dancing together and playing with water. After the party I didn’t want to go to the group meditation because I was still in this playful mood. This girl said she want’s to go to sauna. I thought it was a brilliant idea.
When I went to sauna, it was full of different people from around the world. I showed them some of sauna old traditions from local tribes and we also discovered some new ways to enjoy hot steam in sauna. The * whip I was using, was in bad shape so I had to improvise. I asked women to open their legs while I was waving the hot air with the whip between their legs. This way they were sucking in the hot steamy air with their yonies. It’s an incredibly efficient way to charge female sex with yang energy. After the sauna treatments we were cooling ourselves down in the cold river water. It was so refreshing to swim in a river at night. When I got back to sauna, my Hollywood star was there – sitting on the bench and receiving massage from men. It was so beautiful to watch a girl receiving treatment. I enjoyed the view for a while with my eyes resting on her incredible body.

After another swim in the river we decided to change the sauna and went to a hotter and more private room. We started with full body tantric massage. One person was receiving massage by six hands. It’s a great way for mind to loose control because there are too many hands on the body at the same time so that mind cannot follow. We were mixing the massage with cold water, river mud and sand to stimulate the body and nourish the skin. After the long session we all went to the river to cool down our bodies. Next round was energetic massage, which increased the sensitivity and activated her energy body. After this session we all got so aroused that we decided to play a game. Men had to sit and receive without touching the woman. She could do anything to arouse men but men were not allowed to touch her. This was so much fun – especially for her. She was teasing us one after another and we got so high of the sexual energy inside our bodies that we were screaming. She found some spots on our bodies that were so sensitive, many of us didn’t even new about them. This game lasted for hours. She was giving attention to each one of us and interesting thing I noticed, no one of us got really hard, because the energy was so high, mostly on the heart level. When this game was over, it was already morning outside. The last game for that night was my best sightseeing since Mexico. We made the rule that men would sit on one side and the girl on the other. Again we were not allowed to touch or even approach her. We asked her to pleasure her self while we were watching. The morning light was shining through a small window on her body while she was playing with her fingers on the perfect body. This was the most beautiful sight I’ve seen in my life. We were using our imagination to touch her and she felt our presence. It was like in a movie theater only with better resolution and real sound. After that we had a circle of sharing. We all had a chance to express our feelings and sensations that we experienced. These rituals made us very close and we were sincerely grateful to each other. Although non of us had sex that night, we were so blessed and satisfied after this union and exchange. I will never forget that night.

I was wondering, how could it get any better?

What happened on Tantra festival? Part 2

The story about festival HOL continues.

The third day at the festival started with a heart opening gathering. The energy went so high that everyone could feel it. There was much more love in the air compared to the beginning. People started to open up and share the blissful presence with each other. During the day I had many profound experiences on the workshops. We were going deeper and deeper with every exercise. At one point I felt my consciousness expanded to the new level. My perception of sound and light shifted. I felt so much more in each moment.

After a busy day of workshops and tasty food we had a beautiful concert by Praful – a man with the passion for folk music mixed with spiritual wisdom and tantric vibe. He creates magic in the air with his poetic presence. I dived into the flow of flute music and beats. I felt like flying in the room. My body was moving with the music without me in control. Suddenly I felt hands on my body. These were tantric hands, they were touching me in different way. I hadn’t felt the touch like this before. Someone came behind me and started dancing with me. It was someone I haven’t met before. I didn’t look behind and kept on dancing. I used only my hands to explore the visitor. Her body was soft and thin. She was wearing a light dress. We were dancing like this for at least ten minutes until I couldn’t resist my curiosity and looked behind. It was a beautiful lady with sparkling eyes and perfect body. We were dancing and playing that night until the party was over and we promised to meet at the love lounge.

When I entered the love lounge it was already filled with couples. It seemed that everyone had already found a partner. The hosts were explaining the rules for the evening. I settled in the middle of the room and waited. Soon this beautiful man approached me for a friendly chat. It was the same guy who played guitar the other night. We both felt that something was between us but we didn’t dare to act. We were in the middle of the room surrounded with couples. We were not allowed to speak there so we were about to leave the room when a friend of mine found us. It was a girl who is totally new in tantra. She was surprised to see me and joined us immediately. That changed everything..

Next moment the three of us were kissing each other. We were taking our clothes off and touching each others bodies. This was the first time for me touch a man. It was so different from woman’s body. The girl’s skin was soft and gentle but the man was hard and solid. We were experiencing high orgastic energy around us. The play became so intense that it was breathtaking. We were caressing and giving pleasure to each other. The energy grew and we lost the track of time and space. There were no others around us any more. All I could see, was this couple in front of me kissing each other and kissing me. I think it lasted for four hours when we finally calmed down and laid down under the blanket when I said: “Guys, this was just a foreplay” and all three of us couldn’t stop laughing. Because we were flying for hours in this orgasmic sexual energy and non of us didn’t even take his pants off!

I was wondering, how could it get any better?

What happened on Tantra festival? Part 1

I went to tantra festival this summer. It’s called High on Life and it takes place every year in nature somewhere in Estonia. A cozy event with no more than 200 people where you can really relax, expand your boundaries and make lot’s of close friends. This time I really expanded my boundaries in tantric lifestyle and experienced new relationships.

The first day of festival was calm and peaceful intro to the week long living with my new family. People were curious and friendly, but everyone preferred to hold his own space. I was busy with preparations for my movie debut. In the evening we had a chance to witness a magical concert by Kadi Uibo who was singing estonian and sanskrit mantras with a lot of beautiful sounds and powerful messages. This concert created the magic in the air for the rest of the festival.

At that night I was showing my second documentary to the crowd. It was pretty late and lot of people were tired after long travel to the festival area, but those who staid to watch the movie didn’t fell asleep and that was a good sign for me. I got lot’s of positive feedback afterwords. This was a really important event for me. I feel much more confident making and showing my movies to people.

The next day at the festival was a sunny day with a lot of tasty indian food and interesting workshops. People were getting to know each other. There were two saunas where everyone could enjoy the hot steam with naked bodies. It was a beautiful day for a special ceremony. In the evening we had a big fire ceremony. We burned a lot of wood to make hot coals. People were dancing and singing around the fire to create the powerful atmosphere and prepare them selves for walking on hot coals. For many this was the first time in their life to walk on coals. Many of us took the chance to walk on hot coals and overcome the fear of pain and injuries. Men and women were walking on fire one after another. Some of us got some burns on their feet but nothing serious. I walked through the fire for two times and didn’t burn my feet at all. It wasn’t my first time to walk on hot coals but every time there is something new to learn from this experience. It was exciting to see naked people burning their fears in the fire. After the ceremony we took some potatoes and cooked them in the hot coals. Everyone was satisfied and full of excitement. I sat with a blond girl who had eyes of a wolf. We were eating the potatoes and kissing each other. After the ceremony people gathered around the fireplace with lots of different music instruments. Everyone was singing and playing. We made up songs about the festival and jamming with all kinds of sounds. There was a guy who was playing a guitar in such a way like Latin Americans used to play. He was so beautiful I couldn’t resist just watching him playing. This was probably the most beautiful man I’ve seen in my life.

Later that night after hours of playing music and singing around the fire I met this same girl with eyes of a wolf on the way to my tent. It was a sign for me that she was the one for me that night. We talked for a bit and said good night. She was sleeping in her hammock next to my tent. I was entering my tent when I thought – this is not the way I want my day to end. So I invited her to join me and she said Yes! This night was magical. This girl had amazing soft skin and wild soul. We were spooning together and my hands were playing on her body the whole night. In the morning when the sun warmed up our tent, we were pleasuring each other for hours. She even asked me to penetrate her but it wasn’t my intention. We had enough pleasure without sex.

I was wondering, how could it get any better? (subscribe for the next episode)

 

Transformation

I invite you to join us for a four weeks retreat on Paradise Island, where we have a french village in the warm water of Thailand. Private beach and Yoga hall makes it the best way to focus on practices and inner growth.

 

 

  • Allow your wisdom and strength to expand into full potential.
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The world is changing every day. We see poeple around us waking up. Humanit needs more people who are willing to be the change. The real change starts from within. It’s time for you to transform your life into new reality. The best spot for the transformation is Koh Phangan island because of it’s high frequency of manifestation. Thoughts become reality sometimes in seconds there. It’s a chance for you to find out your true nature, to become one with your higher self, to love your self. We will share the lifestyle of new humanity with you. There will be endless amount of fruits, daily yoga practices from qualified teachers. We will have daily massage cources, tantric rituals, spiritual movies and much more. Join us for the one month of transformation of our conciousness and receive the new perceprion of your reality.

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We will be living in this magnificent villa at the private beach of warm Asian sea. Swimming, dancing, doing yoga and meditating every day.

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Here is one of our previous retreats at Serenity with Kayenne Lee.

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Proof of manifestation

 

 

 

I met a bee. Once I drew a flying bee with his tail and moving wings. I loved this picture so I scanned it into my computer and added some colors. It was fifteen years ago when I first drew it.

 

bee drawing

A bee drawing in 2000

 

 

 

bee tattoo on my skin

bee tattoo on my skin since 2006

Then I made a tattoo with him on my skin. I had a friend who was amateur tattoo artist. He made me this tattoo with the drawing that I showed him. Now I have this bee on my skin.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

And then I met him in real life.

It happened in a hotel where I lived on Koh Phangan island. I had a house with a balcony facing the sea. This was my place where I wrote my book. One day a bee appeared in a flower bush next to my balcony. It wasn’t an ordinary bee. His body was shiny like made of gold. It was a funny fellow, he always came to the same place and staid there for hours. He loved to chase butterflies who were passing by the balcony. I used to film him and made many pictures of my new neighbor. Until one day I made this picture!

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When I looked at it I was shocked. It was exactly the same bee as I drew it fifteen years ago. The picture I made on a piece of paper, then on my computer and even on my skin – it became true in my reality. I met my own creation.

Now a question to you my dear reader. According to your belief system, was it:

  • A – Total coincidence
  • B – I somehow new this is going to happen
  • C – I created it
  • D – something else

You can answer to that question in comments below. I would love to see your perception of reality. My personal answer is 100% C. Because I was sure that this guy on a photograph was the materialization of my thoughts throughout my life. Every day I was watching that bee on my skin, he was always with me, until finally I had a chance to see him in real life. And this wasn’t an accident that he appeared next to me, he lived there with me for weeks. It took me time to realize it’s him though.

This is the living proof for me that I’m creating my own reality. It doesn’t happen so quickly – it took me 15 years from a picture to real life experience. But it does happen. So I worn everyone who is picking another picture for tattoo. I feel petty for those guys and girls who draw a scull on their skin.  Be aware that you are going to meet this sooner or later in real life.

 

Father’s love

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Mantra

My dear friend.

After a year of silence I came up with “Mantra”. It’s my new book – the collection of my poems in three languages: english, estonian and russian. It’s a tiny book filled with mantras that would change the life of every reader. That’s why it’s called “Mantra”.

I printed only a limited edition of books to keep them rare and special. There is not going to be a second release of this book. One copy costs 15$ including shipping worldwide.

But you can also buy an e-book version, which costs 10$ each.

Thank You for being patient with my blog. There is a lot to read and lot more is coming soon. I’m glad I’ve published my book, so now I can concentrate on my blog again.

Lot’s of love to You, my reader!

Enjoy my book!
Enjoy LIFE!

Earthchild

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2015 in review

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I thank everyone who reads my blog for this buzy year and I promise to keep this blog active and interesting for the next year. There will be more films about my traveling, my parenting and my other experiences in this incredible life. Have a great new year everyone!

The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2015 annual report for this blog.

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A New York City subway train holds 1,200 people. This blog was viewed about 6,000 times in 2015. If it were a NYC subway train, it would take about 5 trips to carry that many people.

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