Imagine your EGO is like a dog. Imagine walking on the street with your big dog with no discipline. It barks on everyone, it bites other people, it runs to catch a cat. This dog is out of control, doing what ever it want’s without listening to you. You are just running and following it where ever it takes you. In this case you have big issues with your EGO. But imagine if your big dog is calm and smart. It knows all the tricks, it follows you without any noise, it doesn’t run away from you, not disturbing people on the street and if you need it, it’s there for you. It protects you from people you don’t want to deal with, it helps you to solve the issues that you run into. It’s your protection, your tool in any situation. You can train your mind to stay calm and quiet, without processing all kind of EGO-centric issues. Your mind should be still, ready to serve you. Once you have a situation, you give a task to your mind and it gives you quick solution.

Does your mind deal with pseudo issues and wasting energy in repeating the same fears and regrets? Do you have thoughts in your mind that starts with: Me; My; to Me; for Me; without Me; Why Me; etc. Or if you ask your self questions like: “What do I get for it?” or “How could he/she do this to Me?” then you still have issues with your EGO. Start train your mind to be still, to be in peace. Try some of my tips from previous blog post. I will have more useful practices in my upcoming book.

Ayahuasca ceremony

I finally did my first ayahuasca ceremony here on Koh Phangan island. After years of calling and asking the Universe to give me an opportunity to experience the plant medicine I finally gave up. I stopped thinking about it and lost my interest. Then all of a sudden I was surrounded by people all talking about it, sharing their experiences and preparing for the next ceremony. For some of those girls it was second or even third time to do the ceremony. I had the right amount of money in my pocket, so me and my friend from New York decided to join them. It was a ceremony for nine people from around the world, mostly women. Ceremony was held by a British guy, who was very strict and serious.  During the trip I found out how strong my mind is to keep everything in order. I had to take three doses to get deeper into myself. I figured that I need to change my mind domination and get connected with my heart. Continue reading

Who tells You what to do?


Does your mind telling you what to do? Does your boss telling you what to do? Have You tried to listen to your heart some times? There is an easy way to follow your heart in every day life. Every time you make a decision, pay attention to your feeling inside you. Right after you said it, try to feel the mood inside you. Is it good or bad? Is it light or heavy? Is it pleasure or pain? This way you can make difference, which is your path. Don’t be afraid to follow your heart!