high on life

What happened on Tantra festival? Part 2

The story about festival HOL continues.

The third day at the festival started with a heart opening gathering. The energy went so high that everyone could feel it. There was much more love in the air compared to the beginning. People started to open up and share the blissful presence with each other. During the day I had many profound experiences on the workshops. We were going deeper and deeper with every exercise. At one point I felt my consciousness expanded to the new level. My perception of sound and light shifted. I felt so much more in each moment.

After a busy day of workshops and tasty food we had a beautiful concert by Praful – a man with the passion for folk music mixed with spiritual wisdom and tantric vibe. He creates magic in the air with his poetic presence. I dived into the flow of flute music and beats. I felt like flying in the room. My body was moving with the music without me in control. Suddenly I felt hands on my body. These were tantric hands, they were touching me in different way. I hadn’t felt the touch like this before. Someone came behind me and started dancing with me. It was someone I haven’t met before. I didn’t look behind and kept on dancing. I used only my hands to explore the visitor. Her body was soft and thin. She was wearing a light dress. We were dancing like this for at least ten minutes until I couldn’t resist my curiosity and looked behind. It was a beautiful lady with sparkling eyes and perfect body. We were dancing and playing that night until the party was over and we promised to meet at the love lounge.

When I entered the love lounge it was already filled with couples. It seemed that everyone had already found a partner. The hosts were explaining the rules for the evening. I settled in the middle of the room and waited. Soon this beautiful man approached me for a friendly chat. It was the same guy who played guitar the other night. We both felt that something was between us but we didn’t dare to act. We were in the middle of the room surrounded with couples. We were not allowed to speak there so we were about to leave the room when a friend of mine found us. It was a girl who is totally new in tantra. She was surprised to see me and joined us immediately. That changed everything..

Next moment the three of us were kissing each other. We were taking our clothes off and touching each others bodies. This was the first time for me touch a man. It was so different from woman’s body. The girl’s skin was soft and gentle but the man was hard and solid. We were experiencing high orgastic energy around us. The play became so intense that it was breathtaking. We were caressing and giving pleasure to each other. The energy grew and we lost the track of time and space. There were no others around us any more. All I could see, was this couple in front of me kissing each other and kissing me. I think it lasted for four hours when we finally calmed down and laid down under the blanket when I said: “Guys, this was just a foreplay” and all three of us couldn’t stop laughing. Because we were flying for hours in this orgasmic sexual energy and non of us didn’t even take his pants off!

I was wondering, how could it get any better?

What happened on Tantra festival? Part 1

I went to tantra festival this summer. It’s called High on Life and it takes place every year in nature somewhere in Estonia. A cozy event with no more than 200 people where you can really relax, expand your boundaries and make lot’s of close friends. This time I really expanded my boundaries in tantric lifestyle and experienced new relationships.

The first day of festival was calm and peaceful intro to the week long living with my new family. People were curious and friendly, but everyone preferred to hold his own space. I was busy with preparations for my movie debut. In the evening we had a chance to witness a magical concert by Kadi Uibo who was singing estonian and sanskrit mantras with a lot of beautiful sounds and powerful messages. This concert created the magic in the air for the rest of the festival.

At that night I was showing my second documentary to the crowd. It was pretty late and lot of people were tired after long travel to the festival area, but those who staid to watch the movie didn’t fell asleep and that was a good sign for me. I got lot’s of positive feedback afterwords. This was a really important event for me. I feel much more confident making and showing my movies to people.

The next day at the festival was a sunny day with a lot of tasty indian food and interesting workshops. People were getting to know each other. There were two saunas where everyone could enjoy the hot steam with naked bodies. It was a beautiful day for a special ceremony. In the evening we had a big fire ceremony. We burned a lot of wood to make hot coals. People were dancing and singing around the fire to create the powerful atmosphere and prepare them selves for walking on hot coals. For many this was the first time in their life to walk on coals. Many of us took the chance to walk on hot coals and overcome the fear of pain and injuries. Men and women were walking on fire one after another. Some of us got some burns on their feet but nothing serious. I walked through the fire for two times and didn’t burn my feet at all. It wasn’t my first time to walk on hot coals but every time there is something new to learn from this experience. It was exciting to see naked people burning their fears in the fire. After the ceremony we took some potatoes and cooked them in the hot coals. Everyone was satisfied and full of excitement. I sat with a blond girl who had eyes of a wolf. We were eating the potatoes and kissing each other. After the ceremony people gathered around the fireplace with lots of different music instruments. Everyone was singing and playing. We made up songs about the festival and jamming with all kinds of sounds. There was a guy who was playing a guitar in such a way like Latin Americans used to play. He was so beautiful I couldn’t resist just watching him playing. This was probably the most beautiful man I’ve seen in my life.

Later that night after hours of playing music and singing around the fire I met this same girl with eyes of a wolf on the way to my tent. It was a sign for me that she was the one for me that night. We talked for a bit and said good night. She was sleeping in her hammock next to my tent. I was entering my tent when I thought – this is not the way I want my day to end. So I invited her to join me and she said Yes! This night was magical. This girl had amazing soft skin and wild soul. We were spooning together and my hands were playing on her body the whole night. In the morning when the sun warmed up our tent, we were pleasuring each other for hours. She even asked me to penetrate her but it wasn’t my intention. We had enough pleasure without sex.

I was wondering, how could it get any better? (subscribe for the next episode)