I went to tantra festival this summer. It’s called High on Life and it takes place every year in nature somewhere in Estonia. A cozy event with no more than 200 people where you can really relax, expand your boundaries and make lot’s of close friends. This time I really expanded my boundaries in tantric lifestyle and experienced new relationships.
The first day of festival was calm and peaceful intro to the week long living with my new family. People were curious and friendly, but everyone preferred to hold his own space. I was busy with preparations for my movie debut. In the evening we had a chance to witness a magical concert by Kadi Uibo who was singing estonian and sanskrit mantras with a lot of beautiful sounds and powerful messages. This concert created the magic in the air for the rest of the festival.
At that night I was showing my second documentary to the crowd. It was pretty late and lot of people were tired after long travel to the festival area, but those who staid to watch the movie didn’t fell asleep and that was a good sign for me. I got lot’s of positive feedback afterwords. This was a really important event for me. I feel much more confident making and showing my movies to people.
The next day at the festival was a sunny day with a lot of tasty indian food and interesting workshops. People were getting to know each other. There were two saunas where everyone could enjoy the hot steam with naked bodies. It was a beautiful day for a special ceremony. In the evening we had a big fire ceremony. We burned a lot of wood to make hot coals. People were dancing and singing around the fire to create the powerful atmosphere and prepare them selves for walking on hot coals. For many this was the first time in their life to walk on coals. Many of us took the chance to walk on hot coals and overcome the fear of pain and injuries. Men and women were walking on fire one after another. Some of us got some burns on their feet but nothing serious. I walked through the fire for two times and didn’t burn my feet at all. It wasn’t my first time to walk on hot coals but every time there is something new to learn from this experience. It was exciting to see naked people burning their fears in the fire. After the ceremony we took some potatoes and cooked them in the hot coals. Everyone was satisfied and full of excitement. I sat with a blond girl who had eyes of a wolf. We were eating the potatoes and kissing each other. After the ceremony people gathered around the fireplace with lots of different music instruments. Everyone was singing and playing. We made up songs about the festival and jamming with all kinds of sounds. There was a guy who was playing a guitar in such a way like Latin Americans used to play. He was so beautiful I couldn’t resist just watching him playing. This was probably the most beautiful man I’ve seen in my life.
Later that night after hours of playing music and singing around the fire I met this same girl with eyes of a wolf on the way to my tent. It was a sign for me that she was the one for me that night. We talked for a bit and said good night. She was sleeping in her hammock next to my tent. I was entering my tent when I thought – this is not the way I want my day to end. So I invited her to join me and she said Yes! This night was magical. This girl had amazing soft skin and wild soul. We were spooning together and my hands were playing on her body the whole night. In the morning when the sun warmed up our tent, we were pleasuring each other for hours. She even asked me to penetrate her but it wasn’t my intention. We had enough pleasure without sex.
I was wondering, how could it get any better? (subscribe for the next episode)