What happened on Tantra festival? Part 3

The fourth day at the festival began with the dance. Praful was mixing some of his music and dance rhythms in the morning. The best way for me to wake up and energize my body is through dance. It grounds me and gives flexibility. I open myself up for the new day. This day was full of incredible workshops. I lost my mind, where did I want to go the most. My mind wanted to practice more of energetic massage but my body was leading me to another path. So I decided to spend my day doing the movie about the festival in our office. That night we had the wildest and craziest party ever. The music was so good and people were turned on. We were dancing like never before. I was amazed how can we have such a fun night without any alcohol. Love was our drug. No wonder this festival is called High on Life. We were so high, that we were flying. At one point the room got so hot and people were longing for water. I brought two large cans of water and started pouring it on people and into their mouths. It was so much fun. We were playing with water, pouring it on each other, getting wet and dancing together. The beautiful thing about tantra is that you don’t get attached to anyone. You can connect, enjoy the company of other and then move on. It reflects the beautiful dance of life.

I met a beautiful girl on the dance floor and told her that she was the most beautiful girl on this festival. I didn’t lie because she really looked like a super model. Her body, face and hair were like from the hottest Hollywood movie. We were dancing together and playing with water. After the party I didn’t want to go to the group meditation because I was still in this playful mood. This girl said she want’s to go to sauna. I thought it was a brilliant idea.
When I went to sauna, it was full of different people from around the world. I showed them some of sauna old traditions from local tribes and we also discovered some new ways to enjoy hot steam in sauna. The * whip I was using, was in bad shape so I had to improvise. I asked women to open their legs while I was waving the hot air with the whip between their legs. This way they were sucking in the hot steamy air with their yonies. It’s an incredibly efficient way to charge female sex with yang energy. After the sauna treatments we were cooling ourselves down in the cold river water. It was so refreshing to swim in a river at night. When I got back to sauna, my Hollywood star was there – sitting on the bench and receiving massage from men. It was so beautiful to watch a girl receiving treatment. I enjoyed the view for a while with my eyes resting on her incredible body.

After another swim in the river we decided to change the sauna and went to a hotter and more private room. We started with full body tantric massage. One person was receiving massage by six hands. It’s a great way for mind to loose control because there are too many hands on the body at the same time so that mind cannot follow. We were mixing the massage with cold water, river mud and sand to stimulate the body and nourish the skin. After the long session we all went to the river to cool down our bodies. Next round was energetic massage, which increased the sensitivity and activated her energy body. After this session we all got so aroused that we decided to play a game. Men had to sit and receive without touching the woman. She could do anything to arouse men but men were not allowed to touch her. This was so much fun – especially for her. She was teasing us one after another and we got so high of the sexual energy inside our bodies that we were screaming. She found some spots on our bodies that were so sensitive, many of us didn’t even new about them. This game lasted for hours. She was giving attention to each one of us and interesting thing I noticed, no one of us got really hard, because the energy was so high, mostly on the heart level. When this game was over, it was already morning outside. The last game for that night was my best sightseeing since Mexico. We made the rule that men would sit on one side and the girl on the other. Again we were not allowed to touch or even approach her. We asked her to pleasure her self while we were watching. The morning light was shining through a small window on her body while she was playing with her fingers on the perfect body. This was the most beautiful sight I’ve seen in my life. We were using our imagination to touch her and she felt our presence. It was like in a movie theater only with better resolution and real sound. After that we had a circle of sharing. We all had a chance to express our feelings and sensations that we experienced. These rituals made us very close and we were sincerely grateful to each other. Although non of us had sex that night, we were so blessed and satisfied after this union and exchange. I will never forget that night.

I was wondering, how could it get any better?

Proof of manifestation

 

 

 

I met a bee. Once I drew a flying bee with his tail and moving wings. I loved this picture so I scanned it into my computer and added some colors. It was fifteen years ago when I first drew it.

 

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A bee drawing in 2000

 

 

 

bee tattoo on my skin

bee tattoo on my skin since 2006

Then I made a tattoo with him on my skin. I had a friend who was amateur tattoo artist. He made me this tattoo with the drawing that I showed him. Now I have this bee on my skin.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

And then I met him in real life.

It happened in a hotel where I lived on Koh Phangan island. I had a house with a balcony facing the sea. This was my place where I wrote my book. One day a bee appeared in a flower bush next to my balcony. It wasn’t an ordinary bee. His body was shiny like made of gold. It was a funny fellow, he always came to the same place and staid there for hours. He loved to chase butterflies who were passing by the balcony. I used to film him and made many pictures of my new neighbor. Until one day I made this picture!

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When I looked at it I was shocked. It was exactly the same bee as I drew it fifteen years ago. The picture I made on a piece of paper, then on my computer and even on my skin – it became true in my reality. I met my own creation.

Now a question to you my dear reader. According to your belief system, was it:

  • A – Total coincidence
  • B – I somehow new this is going to happen
  • C – I created it
  • D – something else

You can answer to that question in comments below. I would love to see your perception of reality. My personal answer is 100% C. Because I was sure that this guy on a photograph was the materialization of my thoughts throughout my life. Every day I was watching that bee on my skin, he was always with me, until finally I had a chance to see him in real life. And this wasn’t an accident that he appeared next to me, he lived there with me for weeks. It took me time to realize it’s him though.

This is the living proof for me that I’m creating my own reality. It doesn’t happen so quickly – it took me 15 years from a picture to real life experience. But it does happen. So I worn everyone who is picking another picture for tattoo. I feel petty for those guys and girls who draw a scull on their skin.  Be aware that you are going to meet this sooner or later in real life.

 

Singing mantras with great spirits

Mantras help me through my day. I sing different mantras in different situations. There are mantras for protection, for tuning your body, your mood. There are even mantra to grow and heal my teeth. This particular healing mantra we were singing at Sound-Dome, Nashima school on Koh Phangan Island, Thailand. Find out more about mantras in my previous post about Mantras.

Christmas party

This time I spent Christmas in a wonderful place by the sea with spiritual awakened souls, sharing RAW chocolate, lots of love, dancing together and swimming in the warm sea. So was the New Year’s Eve. I realized that my life has changed into a amazing fairy tail. I feel so grateful for these experiences.