What happened on Tantra festival? Part 3

The fourth day at the festival began with the dance. Praful was mixing some of his music and dance rhythms in the morning. The best way for me to wake up and energize my body is through dance. It grounds me and gives flexibility. I open myself up for the new day. This day was full of incredible workshops. I lost my mind, where did I want to go the most. My mind wanted to practice more of energetic massage but my body was leading me to another path. So I decided to spend my day doing the movie about the festival in our office. That night we had the wildest and craziest party ever. The music was so good and people were turned on. We were dancing like never before. I was amazed how can we have such a fun night without any alcohol. Love was our drug. No wonder this festival is called High on Life. We were so high, that we were flying. At one point the room got so hot and people were longing for water. I brought two large cans of water and started pouring it on people and into their mouths. It was so much fun. We were playing with water, pouring it on each other, getting wet and dancing together. The beautiful thing about tantra is that you don’t get attached to anyone. You can connect, enjoy the company of other and then move on. It reflects the beautiful dance of life.

I met a beautiful girl on the dance floor and told her that she was the most beautiful girl on this festival. I didn’t lie because she really looked like a super model. Her body, face and hair were like from the hottest Hollywood movie. We were dancing together and playing with water. After the party I didn’t want to go to the group meditation because I was still in this playful mood. This girl said she want’s to go to sauna. I thought it was a brilliant idea.
When I went to sauna, it was full of different people from around the world. I showed them some of sauna old traditions from local tribes and we also discovered some new ways to enjoy hot steam in sauna. The * whip I was using, was in bad shape so I had to improvise. I asked women to open their legs while I was waving the hot air with the whip between their legs. This way they were sucking in the hot steamy air with their yonies. It’s an incredibly efficient way to charge female sex with yang energy. After the sauna treatments we were cooling ourselves down in the cold river water. It was so refreshing to swim in a river at night. When I got back to sauna, my Hollywood star was there – sitting on the bench and receiving massage from men. It was so beautiful to watch a girl receiving treatment. I enjoyed the view for a while with my eyes resting on her incredible body.

After another swim in the river we decided to change the sauna and went to a hotter and more private room. We started with full body tantric massage. One person was receiving massage by six hands. It’s a great way for mind to loose control because there are too many hands on the body at the same time so that mind cannot follow. We were mixing the massage with cold water, river mud and sand to stimulate the body and nourish the skin. After the long session we all went to the river to cool down our bodies. Next round was energetic massage, which increased the sensitivity and activated her energy body. After this session we all got so aroused that we decided to play a game. Men had to sit and receive without touching the woman. She could do anything to arouse men but men were not allowed to touch her. This was so much fun – especially for her. She was teasing us one after another and we got so high of the sexual energy inside our bodies that we were screaming. She found some spots on our bodies that were so sensitive, many of us didn’t even new about them. This game lasted for hours. She was giving attention to each one of us and interesting thing I noticed, no one of us got really hard, because the energy was so high, mostly on the heart level. When this game was over, it was already morning outside. The last game for that night was my best sightseeing since Mexico. We made the rule that men would sit on one side and the girl on the other. Again we were not allowed to touch or even approach her. We asked her to pleasure her self while we were watching. The morning light was shining through a small window on her body while she was playing with her fingers on the perfect body. This was the most beautiful sight I’ve seen in my life. We were using our imagination to touch her and she felt our presence. It was like in a movie theater only with better resolution and real sound. After that we had a circle of sharing. We all had a chance to express our feelings and sensations that we experienced. These rituals made us very close and we were sincerely grateful to each other. Although non of us had sex that night, we were so blessed and satisfied after this union and exchange. I will never forget that night.

I was wondering, how could it get any better?

What happened on Tantra festival? Part 2

The story about festival HOL continues.

The third day at the festival started with a heart opening gathering. The energy went so high that everyone could feel it. There was much more love in the air compared to the beginning. People started to open up and share the blissful presence with each other. During the day I had many profound experiences on the workshops. We were going deeper and deeper with every exercise. At one point I felt my consciousness expanded to the new level. My perception of sound and light shifted. I felt so much more in each moment.

After a busy day of workshops and tasty food we had a beautiful concert by Praful – a man with the passion for folk music mixed with spiritual wisdom and tantric vibe. He creates magic in the air with his poetic presence. I dived into the flow of flute music and beats. I felt like flying in the room. My body was moving with the music without me in control. Suddenly I felt hands on my body. These were tantric hands, they were touching me in different way. I hadn’t felt the touch like this before. Someone came behind me and started dancing with me. It was someone I haven’t met before. I didn’t look behind and kept on dancing. I used only my hands to explore the visitor. Her body was soft and thin. She was wearing a light dress. We were dancing like this for at least ten minutes until I couldn’t resist my curiosity and looked behind. It was a beautiful lady with sparkling eyes and perfect body. We were dancing and playing that night until the party was over and we promised to meet at the love lounge.

When I entered the love lounge it was already filled with couples. It seemed that everyone had already found a partner. The hosts were explaining the rules for the evening. I settled in the middle of the room and waited. Soon this beautiful man approached me for a friendly chat. It was the same guy who played guitar the other night. We both felt that something was between us but we didn’t dare to act. We were in the middle of the room surrounded with couples. We were not allowed to speak there so we were about to leave the room when a friend of mine found us. It was a girl who is totally new in tantra. She was surprised to see me and joined us immediately. That changed everything..

Next moment the three of us were kissing each other. We were taking our clothes off and touching each others bodies. This was the first time for me touch a man. It was so different from woman’s body. The girl’s skin was soft and gentle but the man was hard and solid. We were experiencing high orgastic energy around us. The play became so intense that it was breathtaking. We were caressing and giving pleasure to each other. The energy grew and we lost the track of time and space. There were no others around us any more. All I could see, was this couple in front of me kissing each other and kissing me. I think it lasted for four hours when we finally calmed down and laid down under the blanket when I said: “Guys, this was just a foreplay” and all three of us couldn’t stop laughing. Because we were flying for hours in this orgasmic sexual energy and non of us didn’t even take his pants off!

I was wondering, how could it get any better?

Transformation

I invite you to join us for a four weeks retreat on Paradise Island, where we have a french village in the warm water of Thailand. Private beach and Yoga hall makes it the best way to focus on practices and inner growth.

 

 

  • Allow your wisdom and strength to expand into full potential.
  • Get connected to your body and find out your Soul’s purpose.
  • Share your compassion, love and gratitude.
  • Receive the gift of happiness and purpose of your life.
  • Rise your vibration to the next level.
  • Maximise your capacities to the full potential.
  • Become friends with your own body.
  • Allow yourself to breath and sing fully from your Heart.
  • Share your experience with your friends.
  • Watch them grow with you.

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The world is changing every day. We see poeple around us waking up. Humanit needs more people who are willing to be the change. The real change starts from within. It’s time for you to transform your life into new reality. The best spot for the transformation is Koh Phangan island because of it’s high frequency of manifestation. Thoughts become reality sometimes in seconds there. It’s a chance for you to find out your true nature, to become one with your higher self, to love your self. We will share the lifestyle of new humanity with you. There will be endless amount of fruits, daily yoga practices from qualified teachers. We will have daily massage cources, tantric rituals, spiritual movies and much more. Join us for the one month of transformation of our conciousness and receive the new perceprion of your reality.

serenity at night

We will be living in this magnificent villa at the private beach of warm Asian sea. Swimming, dancing, doing yoga and meditating every day.

This place is amazing. Many teachers from around the world love to use this place for their courses and retreats.

We will be learning Dao Yoga massage from one of the coolest teachers that I’ve met. He has been learning different massage techniques in China and Thailand for more than 20 years. Kayenne Lee will be also giving lessons on Acro yoga and lot’s of interesting tricks.

You can join your new family and stay with us in paradise for a month. This could be the best experience of your lifetime.

Here is one of our previous retreats at Serenity with Kayenne Lee.

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Father’s love

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Video: Om Shanti

Working with these bright spirits on Koh Phangan island was an interesting experience to me. They are on the road for years. They spread their message with keen belief that the world would become a better place if people would sing Mantras and keep their heads clear.

This song speaks about great teachers who were living on the planet, some of them are still alive. Actually every one of us can become a great being if we start to trust in our inner wisdom. You can find more songs from them here:

You’re so beautiful“& “Shiva Lullaby

Blessings to the great spirits!

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Magic in France

Last year something magical happened to me. We broke up with my wife three years ago, but we staid together to grow kids and share life. At one point it became very hard for me and I lost meaning in life. I was asking for help. Then Universe sent me an angel in human body. I met a girl who came to Tantra festival in Estonia. She had an inner calling to come there. She didn’t know the language of this country, she didn’t have any friends, but she bought flight tickets and came. We met on the first night of festival. Both me and her were about to leave the gathering when suddenly a group of people picked us and placed in the middle of love circle. We met through hug in anahata circle. After that we couldn’t let go of each other for hours. I met a girl who is like my reflection. We live in different worlds, but we think the same way, we do the same things, it is so strange.

After one month we went to visit her in France with my family. We went there with my two girls and my ex wife. I wanted to find out what is the best way to go further. Should we live all together, or should I stay with my girlfriend. We spent two weeks in beautiful nature of South France.

I promised to love both women, so we were sharing love between three of us. Every day we were making meditations, rituals, having tantric sex and sharing love with each other. This experience was magical. For me it was mind blowing to have two beautiful women sharing love with me and each other. Our kids were with us. They got used to my new girlfriend and became good friends. We also solved many hard feelings, there was anger and pain. Girls were fighting and then making peace and loving each other. By the end of the trip it was clear for me, that I love only one woman. Anastasia solved all of her emotions and felt free. We made a great progress within these two weeks. After that we all felt different even when looking into mirror. I find this very exciting way to move from one relationship to another. We all shared something magical during this journey.

a Good day

a good day

What a good day should look like? Nothing special. Just some little things. Fill your good day with small pleasant and useful details that will make it special and joyful. Massage a part of your body. Listen to a new song or pick one of your favorites. Learn one new word in a foreign language. Try a new accord on your ukulele or find lyrics of your favorite song and try to sing it. Meet at least one of five elements: Go for a swim or light up a candle or drive your car with open window to feel the breeze in your face. Reward yourself with a fruit of your choice. Do at least one yoga posture and try to stay in it for as long as you can. Send one letter to one of your friends on Facebook. Do something that pleases you. It’s your day after all. No matter how busy you are with your life, there is always time for little things like these. And if there isn’t, then You should make some. Every day of your life should be a good day filled with these little things. These are the things that make you special. You have to make your life special, no one else will do it for you. This way you will learn to love yourself even more every day. Become your own lover. Treat yourself as the most precious living being. Allow yourself a good day every day.

Sacrifice your stuff.

We own too many things around us. Actually these things own us. In order to get some free energy and space around you start making sacrifice by giving away things you dont use. Be honest to yourself and look around you. What is that you really need? Find the way to give your belongings back to the Universe. Give it a meaning so that every piece would have a positive charge. The Universe will respond when you are in a need. 

Happiness

My life is always filled with joy.
My happyness is like a toy.
I have it with me all the time.
And no one takes it, because it’s mine!
Come and try my happy life.
Make a miracle of your life!

Happy people is not a treath.
They don’t want to see no death.
They just enjoy the happiness of life.
And bring more sunshine, lots of light.