My dreamgirl

I met you in paradise

You were there naked

I was too shy to look.

You said today we swim naked

For me there was no excuse.

I took off my thrauses

and layed next to you.

You were so hot,

I couldn’t hide my errection

And you were just laughing

No need for perfection

We were eating the sun.

I came back later

To have some fun

And then I realized,

Where I have seen you before.

You were on my desktop

a long time ago.

You were now real

I met my creation

My mysterious girl.

You’re back on my desktop

And now I know

That you are somewhere

Enjoining the show.

But one day you will know

I will take away that sadness

And bring you some real snow.

Lost in Asia. Part 1

I started my traveling in Asia in October 2014. Actually it wasn’t much traveling because I preferred to stay in one place, get to know locals and get used to local environment. We picked Koh Phangan island, which is famous by it’s spiritual atmosphere. There are many schools and treatment centers that are famous around the world. I rented a house by a beach where we staid for five months. I was with my two daughters. We had palm-trees, swimming pools and beautiful beaches. It was great way to spend winter on a beautiful warm tropical island with all those spiritual people. But soon we had to move. To prolong our staying we had to leave the country and come back again. We did it once with both kids, then we did it another time to embassy and then I decided that we wouldn’t do it again. It was too much stress to travel on a buss to Penang island in Malaysia. We changed buses for five times during our trip. Then after paying for new stamps, tickets and food we were ready to travel back on our island. It’s huge business in George town to prolong staying for all the tourists from Thailand and other Asian countries.

LostSo I decided not to prolong my passport for staying in Thailand for the next half a year. Five months later my daughters left Asia with their mom. For them it was easy – luckily Thailand don’t charge fine for children overstaying. For adults it costs 500 B per day. The fine for overstaying can reach up to 20 000 B max. I didn’t want to spend this money, so after  months of living in Thailand I had to find my way out of this country.

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a Good day

a good day

What a good day should look like? Nothing special. Just some little things. Fill your good day with small pleasant and useful details that will make it special and joyful. Massage a part of your body. Listen to a new song or pick one of your favorites. Learn one new word in a foreign language. Try a new accord on your ukulele or find lyrics of your favorite song and try to sing it. Meet at least one of five elements: Go for a swim or light up a candle or drive your car with open window to feel the breeze in your face. Reward yourself with a fruit of your choice. Do at least one yoga posture and try to stay in it for as long as you can. Send one letter to one of your friends on Facebook. Do something that pleases you. It’s your day after all. No matter how busy you are with your life, there is always time for little things like these. And if there isn’t, then You should make some. Every day of your life should be a good day filled with these little things. These are the things that make you special. You have to make your life special, no one else will do it for you. This way you will learn to love yourself even more every day. Become your own lover. Treat yourself as the most precious living being. Allow yourself a good day every day.

Do You live your dream-life now?

If you don’t, then what is missing?

List up 1-10 things that you want to be in your life and concentrate on them. The more you spend time with things you love, the better life you would have. If you work for years to reach your dream life, then you don’t live it. Everyday you should have this experience with you. Every hour you should remind your self is that what you are here for? Should this be a part of my dream? You have limited time to live on this planet, what makes you think that some one else is deserved more of your attention than yourself. Every experience is made for you. As long as you enjoy or hate it. If you let go and concentrate on yourself and your desires, then  experiences will change. You will experience your dream-life.