What happened on Tantra festival? Part 3

The fourth day at the festival began with the dance. Praful was mixing some of his music and dance rhythms in the morning. The best way for me to wake up and energize my body is through dance. It grounds me and gives flexibility. I open myself up for the new day. This day was full of incredible workshops. I lost my mind, where did I want to go the most. My mind wanted to practice more of energetic massage but my body was leading me to another path. So I decided to spend my day doing the movie about the festival in our office. That night we had the wildest and craziest party ever. The music was so good and people were turned on. We were dancing like never before. I was amazed how can we have such a fun night without any alcohol. Love was our drug. No wonder this festival is called High on Life. We were so high, that we were flying. At one point the room got so hot and people were longing for water. I brought two large cans of water and started pouring it on people and into their mouths. It was so much fun. We were playing with water, pouring it on each other, getting wet and dancing together. The beautiful thing about tantra is that you don’t get attached to anyone. You can connect, enjoy the company of other and then move on. It reflects the beautiful dance of life.

I met a beautiful girl on the dance floor and told her that she was the most beautiful girl on this festival. I didn’t lie because she really looked like a super model. Her body, face and hair were like from the hottest Hollywood movie. We were dancing together and playing with water. After the party I didn’t want to go to the group meditation because I was still in this playful mood. This girl said she want’s to go to sauna. I thought it was a brilliant idea.
When I went to sauna, it was full of different people from around the world. I showed them some of sauna old traditions from local tribes and we also discovered some new ways to enjoy hot steam in sauna. The * whip I was using, was in bad shape so I had to improvise. I asked women to open their legs while I was waving the hot air with the whip between their legs. This way they were sucking in the hot steamy air with their yonies. It’s an incredibly efficient way to charge female sex with yang energy. After the sauna treatments we were cooling ourselves down in the cold river water. It was so refreshing to swim in a river at night. When I got back to sauna, my Hollywood star was there – sitting on the bench and receiving massage from men. It was so beautiful to watch a girl receiving treatment. I enjoyed the view for a while with my eyes resting on her incredible body.

After another swim in the river we decided to change the sauna and went to a hotter and more private room. We started with full body tantric massage. One person was receiving massage by six hands. It’s a great way for mind to loose control because there are too many hands on the body at the same time so that mind cannot follow. We were mixing the massage with cold water, river mud and sand to stimulate the body and nourish the skin. After the long session we all went to the river to cool down our bodies. Next round was energetic massage, which increased the sensitivity and activated her energy body. After this session we all got so aroused that we decided to play a game. Men had to sit and receive without touching the woman. She could do anything to arouse men but men were not allowed to touch her. This was so much fun – especially for her. She was teasing us one after another and we got so high of the sexual energy inside our bodies that we were screaming. She found some spots on our bodies that were so sensitive, many of us didn’t even new about them. This game lasted for hours. She was giving attention to each one of us and interesting thing I noticed, no one of us got really hard, because the energy was so high, mostly on the heart level. When this game was over, it was already morning outside. The last game for that night was my best sightseeing since Mexico. We made the rule that men would sit on one side and the girl on the other. Again we were not allowed to touch or even approach her. We asked her to pleasure her self while we were watching. The morning light was shining through a small window on her body while she was playing with her fingers on the perfect body. This was the most beautiful sight I’ve seen in my life. We were using our imagination to touch her and she felt our presence. It was like in a movie theater only with better resolution and real sound. After that we had a circle of sharing. We all had a chance to express our feelings and sensations that we experienced. These rituals made us very close and we were sincerely grateful to each other. Although non of us had sex that night, we were so blessed and satisfied after this union and exchange. I will never forget that night.

I was wondering, how could it get any better?

Moods

I make my girlfriend smile

only once in a while.

I make her laugh

but not enough.

And then sometimes

my girlfriend cries.

It makes me mad

when she is sad.

Why is it always personal

When she is so emotional?

We fight all night

I’m always right

I stay inside

when things get wild.

My heart stays closed,

I cannot change her I suppose…

Healing relationship with your love.

Here is an exercise for you to do:
Journal, meditate or contemplate on your prior relationships. This will help you in beginning to examine your patterns in relationships with a loving partner. There are four intentions in doing this:
1. The first involves gaining self-awareness and understanding of your patterns of behavior in loving relationships.
2. Then try to determine how your relationship patterns have more to do with you, than the other person.
3. Identify trends in the types of personalities you attract and bring into your life. We often attract people who become our best spiritual teachers, reflecting to us our core beliefs, tendencies and patterns of reality.
4. Relate your personal loving experiences to your behavior in relationship with the Divine.
Then begin to create new energy with the following visualization:
1. Visualize the details of the physical, spiritual, and emotional attributes of your ideal partner.
2. Include what you have experienced, what you desire and what you are willing to offer a loving partner.
3. Resolve how the relationship will create a positive impact on your spiritual unfolding and path.

Save your relationship

Every time your loved one has an emotional breakdown or bad mood, you have to take her in your arms and whisper to her ear: “No matter what you say, feel or do, I still love You.” This will cure almost every problem caused by mind. Unconditional Love is the cure to your relationship.

It allows us to evolve. We have to release all the negative feelings that we carry inside. Lover is the best initiator for you who activates these emotions that you need to deal with. Instead of blaming on the other you should focus inside you to find out what is causing this negative feeling. Talk to your inner-child like parent with a kid. Ask what is bothering him. Give love and protection. Be kind to you and your loved ones.

couple in love