Proof of manifestation




I met a bee. Once I drew a flying bee with his tail and moving wings. I loved this picture so I scanned it into my computer and added some colors. It was fifteen years ago when I first drew it.


bee drawing

A bee drawing in 2000




bee tattoo on my skin

bee tattoo on my skin since 2006

Then I made a tattoo with him on my skin. I had a friend who was amateur tattoo artist. He made me this tattoo with the drawing that I showed him. Now I have this bee on my skin.










And then I met him in real life.

It happened in a hotel where I lived on Koh Phangan island. I had a house with a balcony facing the sea. This was my place where I wrote my book. One day a bee appeared in a flower bush next to my balcony. It wasn’t an ordinary bee. His body was shiny like made of gold. It was a funny fellow, he always came to the same place and staid there for hours. He loved to chase butterflies who were passing by the balcony. I used to film him and made many pictures of my new neighbor. Until one day I made this picture!


When I looked at it I was shocked. It was exactly the same bee as I drew it fifteen years ago. The picture I made on a piece of paper, then on my computer and even on my skin – it became true in my reality. I met my own creation.

Now a question to you my dear reader. According to your belief system, was it:

  • A – Total coincidence
  • B – I somehow new this is going to happen
  • C – I created it
  • D – something else

You can answer to that question in comments below. I would love to see your perception of reality. My personal answer is 100% C. Because I was sure that this guy on a photograph was the materialization of my thoughts throughout my life. Every day I was watching that bee on my skin, he was always with me, until finally I had a chance to see him in real life. And this wasn’t an accident that he appeared next to me, he lived there with me for weeks. It took me time to realize it’s him though.

This is the living proof for me that I’m creating my own reality. It doesn’t happen so quickly – it took me 15 years from a picture to real life experience. But it does happen. So I worn everyone who is picking another picture for tattoo. I feel petty for those guys and girls who draw a scull on their skin.  Be aware that you are going to meet this sooner or later in real life.


Video: Tea ceremony

Once you clean your body from different toxins and addictions, decrease level of tolerance to sugar, salt and other supplements, your body becomes more sensitive. Some people don’t need more than cup of tea in good company to get high ecstatic vibrations in their body. Enjoy simple pleasures of life through purification and balance.

Magic garden

We lost our connection with Mother-Earth as soon as we started to use massively flushing toilets. There is a natural circle in nature where all species give and receive. Human population mostly only takes without giving anything in return. Earth needs our excrement for nutritions and information feedback. Instead of flushing everything down the drain people should find a place in nature and bury their outcome into the ground. Our soil suffers from nutrition defficiency due to massive agriculture and heavy urbanism. Growing crops can be so much easier if we just start eating fresh fruits with seeds and leave our poo into the ground. This way we allow the seeds to grow with our nutritions and information. The nature will take care of the rest for us. All we have to do is to pee on it once in a while. I call it magic garden, because all we have to do is give the feedback and some seeds to Mother Earth and nature will make the magic happen. Eat the seeds without chewing them, find a spot in naturee where you can leave your information, dig a hole, bury it and cover with leafs. In 2-3 years this place will thrive with energy and fruits or vegetables. This will be your magic garden. Let the magic happen!


Imagine your EGO is like a dog. Imagine walking on the street with your big dog with no discipline. It barks on everyone, it bites other people, it runs to catch a cat. This dog is out of control, doing what ever it want’s without listening to you. You are just running and following it where ever it takes you. In this case you have big issues with your EGO. But imagine if your big dog is calm and smart. It knows all the tricks, it follows you without any noise, it doesn’t run away from you, not disturbing people on the street and if you need it, it’s there for you. It protects you from people you don’t want to deal with, it helps you to solve the issues that you run into. It’s your protection, your tool in any situation. You can train your mind to stay calm and quiet, without processing all kind of EGO-centric issues. Your mind should be still, ready to serve you. Once you have a situation, you give a task to your mind and it gives you quick solution.

Does your mind deal with pseudo issues and wasting energy in repeating the same fears and regrets? Do you have thoughts in your mind that starts with: Me; My; to Me; for Me; without Me; Why Me; etc. Or if you ask your self questions like: “What do I get for it?” or “How could he/she do this to Me?” then you still have issues with your EGO. Start train your mind to be still, to be in peace. Try some of my tips from previous blog post. I will have more useful practices in my upcoming book.

a Good day

a good day

What a good day should look like? Nothing special. Just some little things. Fill your good day with small pleasant and useful details that will make it special and joyful. Massage a part of your body. Listen to a new song or pick one of your favorites. Learn one new word in a foreign language. Try a new accord on your ukulele or find lyrics of your favorite song and try to sing it. Meet at least one of five elements: Go for a swim or light up a candle or drive your car with open window to feel the breeze in your face. Reward yourself with a fruit of your choice. Do at least one yoga posture and try to stay in it for as long as you can. Send one letter to one of your friends on Facebook. Do something that pleases you. It’s your day after all. No matter how busy you are with your life, there is always time for little things like these. And if there isn’t, then You should make some. Every day of your life should be a good day filled with these little things. These are the things that make you special. You have to make your life special, no one else will do it for you. This way you will learn to love yourself even more every day. Become your own lover. Treat yourself as the most precious living being. Allow yourself a good day every day.

With no guns, no soldiers, there is no war.

Our race has been kept isolated from developed races in the Universe. Since our consciousness dropped dramatically we have been in quarantine from the others. We do not have access to modern technology and knowledge as long as we stay violent against each other. As long as there are crimes, wars and killings we are not allowed to use super efficient free energy tools for transportation, teleportation, heat, energy, rejuvenation etc. Because as soon as we get access to tools like this, first thing we do, we start to destroy each other and the Earth too. Ant then if possible, we go and destroy the other species.

For example what we did when we were introduced to nuclear power. First thing our scientists were forced to build bombs and with these bombs we destroyed a lot of living not only here on our planet, but also in other places in the Universe. We caused enormous unbalance with these bombs. We are not allowed to use them any more.

This is how they see us, because the most of our resources we spend on our self destruction. There are so many weapons on this planet and we are constantly working on some new ways how to destroy more of our population. Using chemicals, nano technology, weather changes, pollution, radiation, pharmacy, food, birth-control, GMO, vaccination etc.

When we are going to stop this madness of self-destruction? When will we stop going to war? Even if it’s purely a political or commercial game, they still need soldiers for their war. If we as people refuse to play that game, who is going to be fighting at war?

I was working in military for 8 years and I quit 10 years ago. For me it was just a game. I never hat to kill nobody, I never went to real war. Those kids who go to war, they don’t know what to expect. This is not a game any more. No one wants to kill another, but once they are at the battle field, they are left with no choice.

How could we change the belief that war is a normal thing? How could we teach young men not to take part in this madness? How could we stop corporations and countries to sell weapons to each other? Selling weapons should be same crime as killing people. It should be forbidden once and for all.

Every country should start demolishing their weapons. We should use military technology for other purposes. Defense revenue should be used for building new education instead. It’s time to give up fighting on this planet, if we want to survive. There will be no more war if no one is willing to fight.

Ayahuasca ceremony

I finally did my first ayahuasca ceremony here on Koh Phangan island. After years of calling and asking the Universe to give me an opportunity to experience the plant medicine I finally gave up. I stopped thinking about it and lost my interest. Then all of a sudden I was surrounded by people all talking about it, sharing their experiences and preparing for the next ceremony. For some of those girls it was second or even third time to do the ceremony. I had the right amount of money in my pocket, so me and my friend from New York decided to join them. It was a ceremony for nine people from around the world, mostly women. Ceremony was held by a British guy, who was very strict and serious.  During the trip I found out how strong my mind is to keep everything in order. I had to take three doses to get deeper into myself. I figured that I need to change my mind domination and get connected with my heart. Continue reading

Software update.

Imagine that You live in virtual reality called Earth 1.5 where you have all the features, senses and other beings to interact with. You play this game for years, you learn all the rules, you taste all the tastes, you learn different languages, play different instruments, drive different cars, experience all kind of feelings. Then you might reach the point where you feel that you have tried it all. Nothing surprise you any more. You have seen different places, met all kind of people and at some point Earth 1.5 becomes boring.

software update

Wouldn’t it be great if you could update your virtual reality to the next version? Imagine entering the new perception of reality Earth 2.0 where you have more dimensions, additional senses and some new skills or even superpowers (like remote viewing or self-healing). Your reality becomes so rich, that you don’t need to travel any more or party every weekend, to feel excitement. You can fully enjoy just sitting and looking at multidimensional flower in your garden. The good news – there is an update available to everyone already. Earth 2.0 is out there and there are many ways to reach it. Actually we all are going to experience it very soon, because this is the shift that is taking place on Earth right now. Lots of people have already experienced it. I personally have had several times this experience where the reality expands around me. The practice to get there is to observe the present moment with the stillness of mind and total presence in here and now. But first you need to clean your mind of all kind of rubbish, like TV-shows, Facebook news, magazines, etc.

Here are some useful exercises to start with: fearless and mind program.

Get ready for your update!