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What happened on Tantra festival? Part 2

The story about festival HOL continues.

The third day at the festival started with a heart opening gathering. The energy went so high that everyone could feel it. There was much more love in the air compared to the beginning. People started to open up and share the blissful presence with each other. During the day I had many profound experiences on the workshops. We were going deeper and deeper with every exercise. At one point I felt my consciousness expanded to the new level. My perception of sound and light shifted. I felt so much more in each moment.

After a busy day of workshops and tasty food we had a beautiful concert by Praful – a man with the passion for folk music mixed with spiritual wisdom and tantric vibe. He creates magic in the air with his poetic presence. I dived into the flow of flute music and beats. I felt like flying in the room. My body was moving with the music without me in control. Suddenly I felt hands on my body. These were tantric hands, they were touching me in different way. I hadn’t felt the touch like this before. Someone came behind me and started dancing with me. It was someone I haven’t met before. I didn’t look behind and kept on dancing. I used only my hands to explore the visitor. Her body was soft and thin. She was wearing a light dress. We were dancing like this for at least ten minutes until I couldn’t resist my curiosity and looked behind. It was a beautiful lady with sparkling eyes and perfect body. We were dancing and playing that night until the party was over and we promised to meet at the love lounge.

When I entered the love lounge it was already filled with couples. It seemed that everyone had already found a partner. The hosts were explaining the rules for the evening. I settled in the middle of the room and waited. Soon this beautiful man approached me for a friendly chat. It was the same guy who played guitar the other night. We both felt that something was between us but we didn’t dare to act. We were in the middle of the room surrounded with couples. We were not allowed to speak there so we were about to leave the room when a friend of mine found us. It was a girl who is totally new in tantra. She was surprised to see me and joined us immediately. That changed everything..

Next moment the three of us were kissing each other. We were taking our clothes off and touching each others bodies. This was the first time for me touch a man. It was so different from woman’s body. The girl’s skin was soft and gentle but the man was hard and solid. We were experiencing high orgastic energy around us. The play became so intense that it was breathtaking. We were caressing and giving pleasure to each other. The energy grew and we lost the track of time and space. There were no others around us any more. All I could see, was this couple in front of me kissing each other and kissing me. I think it lasted for four hours when we finally calmed down and laid down under the blanket when I said: “Guys, this was just a foreplay” and all three of us couldn’t stop laughing. Because we were flying for hours in this orgasmic sexual energy and non of us didn’t even take his pants off!

I was wondering, how could it get any better?

What happened on Tantra festival? Part 1

I went to tantra festival this summer. It’s called High on Life and it takes place every year in nature somewhere in Estonia. A cozy event with no more than 200 people where you can really relax, expand your boundaries and make lot’s of close friends. This time I really expanded my boundaries in tantric lifestyle and experienced new relationships.

The first day of festival was calm and peaceful intro to the week long living with my new family. People were curious and friendly, but everyone preferred to hold his own space. I was busy with preparations for my movie debut. In the evening we had a chance to witness a magical concert by Kadi Uibo who was singing estonian and sanskrit mantras with a lot of beautiful sounds and powerful messages. This concert created the magic in the air for the rest of the festival.

At that night I was showing my second documentary to the crowd. It was pretty late and lot of people were tired after long travel to the festival area, but those who staid to watch the movie didn’t fell asleep and that was a good sign for me. I got lot’s of positive feedback afterwords. This was a really important event for me. I feel much more confident making and showing my movies to people.

The next day at the festival was a sunny day with a lot of tasty indian food and interesting workshops. People were getting to know each other. There were two saunas where everyone could enjoy the hot steam with naked bodies. It was a beautiful day for a special ceremony. In the evening we had a big fire ceremony. We burned a lot of wood to make hot coals. People were dancing and singing around the fire to create the powerful atmosphere and prepare them selves for walking on hot coals. For many this was the first time in their life to walk on coals. Many of us took the chance to walk on hot coals and overcome the fear of pain and injuries. Men and women were walking on fire one after another. Some of us got some burns on their feet but nothing serious. I walked through the fire for two times and didn’t burn my feet at all. It wasn’t my first time to walk on hot coals but every time there is something new to learn from this experience. It was exciting to see naked people burning their fears in the fire. After the ceremony we took some potatoes and cooked them in the hot coals. Everyone was satisfied and full of excitement. I sat with a blond girl who had eyes of a wolf. We were eating the potatoes and kissing each other. After the ceremony people gathered around the fireplace with lots of different music instruments. Everyone was singing and playing. We made up songs about the festival and jamming with all kinds of sounds. There was a guy who was playing a guitar in such a way like Latin Americans used to play. He was so beautiful I couldn’t resist just watching him playing. This was probably the most beautiful man I’ve seen in my life.

Later that night after hours of playing music and singing around the fire I met this same girl with eyes of a wolf on the way to my tent. It was a sign for me that she was the one for me that night. We talked for a bit and said good night. She was sleeping in her hammock next to my tent. I was entering my tent when I thought – this is not the way I want my day to end. So I invited her to join me and she said Yes! This night was magical. This girl had amazing soft skin and wild soul. We were spooning together and my hands were playing on her body the whole night. In the morning when the sun warmed up our tent, we were pleasuring each other for hours. She even asked me to penetrate her but it wasn’t my intention. We had enough pleasure without sex.

I was wondering, how could it get any better? (subscribe for the next episode)

 

Transformation

I invite you to join us for a four weeks retreat on Paradise Island, where we have a french village in the warm water of Thailand. Private beach and Yoga hall makes it the best way to focus on practices and inner growth.

 

 

  • Allow your wisdom and strength to expand into full potential.
  • Get connected to your body and find out your Soul’s purpose.
  • Share your compassion, love and gratitude.
  • Receive the gift of happiness and purpose of your life.
  • Rise your vibration to the next level.
  • Maximise your capacities to the full potential.
  • Become friends with your own body.
  • Allow yourself to breath and sing fully from your Heart.
  • Share your experience with your friends.
  • Watch them grow with you.

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The world is changing every day. We see poeple around us waking up. Humanit needs more people who are willing to be the change. The real change starts from within. It’s time for you to transform your life into new reality. The best spot for the transformation is Koh Phangan island because of it’s high frequency of manifestation. Thoughts become reality sometimes in seconds there. It’s a chance for you to find out your true nature, to become one with your higher self, to love your self. We will share the lifestyle of new humanity with you. There will be endless amount of fruits, daily yoga practices from qualified teachers. We will have daily massage cources, tantric rituals, spiritual movies and much more. Join us for the one month of transformation of our conciousness and receive the new perceprion of your reality.

serenity at night

We will be living in this magnificent villa at the private beach of warm Asian sea. Swimming, dancing, doing yoga and meditating every day.

This place is amazing. Many teachers from around the world love to use this place for their courses and retreats.

We will be learning Dao Yoga massage from one of the coolest teachers that I’ve met. He has been learning different massage techniques in China and Thailand for more than 20 years. Kayenne Lee will be also giving lessons on Acro yoga and lot’s of interesting tricks.

You can join your new family and stay with us in paradise for a month. This could be the best experience of your lifetime.

Here is one of our previous retreats at Serenity with Kayenne Lee.

Kids are also allowed to this retreat. We have a separate kinder-garden and school for kinds in Serenity.

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Proof of manifestation

 

 

 

I met a bee. Once I drew a flying bee with his tail and moving wings. I loved this picture so I scanned it into my computer and added some colors. It was fifteen years ago when I first drew it.

 

bee drawing

A bee drawing in 2000

 

 

 

bee tattoo on my skin

bee tattoo on my skin since 2006

Then I made a tattoo with him on my skin. I had a friend who was amateur tattoo artist. He made me this tattoo with the drawing that I showed him. Now I have this bee on my skin.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

And then I met him in real life.

It happened in a hotel where I lived on Koh Phangan island. I had a house with a balcony facing the sea. This was my place where I wrote my book. One day a bee appeared in a flower bush next to my balcony. It wasn’t an ordinary bee. His body was shiny like made of gold. It was a funny fellow, he always came to the same place and staid there for hours. He loved to chase butterflies who were passing by the balcony. I used to film him and made many pictures of my new neighbor. Until one day I made this picture!

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When I looked at it I was shocked. It was exactly the same bee as I drew it fifteen years ago. The picture I made on a piece of paper, then on my computer and even on my skin – it became true in my reality. I met my own creation.

Now a question to you my dear reader. According to your belief system, was it:

  • A – Total coincidence
  • B – I somehow new this is going to happen
  • C – I created it
  • D – something else

You can answer to that question in comments below. I would love to see your perception of reality. My personal answer is 100% C. Because I was sure that this guy on a photograph was the materialization of my thoughts throughout my life. Every day I was watching that bee on my skin, he was always with me, until finally I had a chance to see him in real life. And this wasn’t an accident that he appeared next to me, he lived there with me for weeks. It took me time to realize it’s him though.

This is the living proof for me that I’m creating my own reality. It doesn’t happen so quickly – it took me 15 years from a picture to real life experience. But it does happen. So I worn everyone who is picking another picture for tattoo. I feel petty for those guys and girls who draw a scull on their skin.  Be aware that you are going to meet this sooner or later in real life.

 

Video: Om Shanti

Working with these bright spirits on Koh Phangan island was an interesting experience to me. They are on the road for years. They spread their message with keen belief that the world would become a better place if people would sing Mantras and keep their heads clear.

This song speaks about great teachers who were living on the planet, some of them are still alive. Actually every one of us can become a great being if we start to trust in our inner wisdom. You can find more songs from them here:

“You’re so beautiful“& “Shiva Lullaby”

Blessings to the great spirits!

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Music video: Shiva lullaby.

We were filming this beautiful Luna Deva angel voice in Thailand on magical Koh Phangan island where all the spiritual teachers go to celebrate life and charge their batteries of pure happiness. 

Magic in France

Last year something magical happened to me. We broke up with my wife three years ago, but we staid together to grow kids and share life. At one point it became very hard for me and I lost meaning in life. I was asking for help. Then Universe sent me an angel in human body. I met a girl who came to Tantra festival in Estonia. She had an inner calling to come there. She didn’t know the language of this country, she didn’t have any friends, but she bought flight tickets and came. We met on the first night of festival. Both me and her were about to leave the gathering when suddenly a group of people picked us and placed in the middle of love circle. We met through hug in anahata circle. After that we couldn’t let go of each other for hours. I met a girl who is like my reflection. We live in different worlds, but we think the same way, we do the same things, it is so strange.

After one month we went to visit her in France with my family. We went there with my two girls and my ex wife. I wanted to find out what is the best way to go further. Should we live all together, or should I stay with my girlfriend. We spent two weeks in beautiful nature of South France.

I promised to love both women, so we were sharing love between three of us. Every day we were making meditations, rituals, having tantric sex and sharing love with each other. This experience was magical. For me it was mind blowing to have two beautiful women sharing love with me and each other. Our kids were with us. They got used to my new girlfriend and became good friends. We also solved many hard feelings, there was anger and pain. Girls were fighting and then making peace and loving each other. By the end of the trip it was clear for me, that I love only one woman. Anastasia solved all of her emotions and felt free. We made a great progress within these two weeks. After that we all felt different even when looking into mirror. I find this very exciting way to move from one relationship to another. We all shared something magical during this journey.